I get asked this often, why do you want to be a little, a babygirl?
To me its simple...
Most of the time I have to be
* The Safe Haven
* The Doctor/Nurse
*The "Perfect" Daughter/Employee
*My clothes & hair need to be "perfect"
* My Parents are well known so I have to be "well behaved/mannered" don't want to make them look bad
So the rest of the time
I crave/need/want someone who can do/be
*My Safe Haven
* Make Me Laugh
*Someone who will take control
*Someone that will have structure/rules
*Someone who will fight for me
*Someone who accept me ALL of me
* Someome who will be silly with me
* That its ok that my hair & make up is messed up a little, cause he plans on messing it up more
*Someone that says "Yes you have been a Good Girl but you need this to remind you I make the rules" as he pulls me over his lap
I want to be respected, his princess, his lady, his queen....
But then once that door locks...
I want to hand over all inhibitions to Him, his judge, his call, full trust.... let Him be the ONLY one who sees that side of me.